May 17, 2010 ////// 12:28 PM
LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL! Is this really happening? AHHHH AHA! ;D
i’m so happy things are just right and it can only get better.
april 6th, 2010 6:22
it’s been awhiles, woah
still all the same, but doing loads better. my hairs the same, my jobs the same, my life is generally the same as it’s ever been. for the first time in about a year i’ve felt content, and maybe that’s why i haven’t been on here so much. highschool is almost over and college is on it’s way and i’m ready and scared.
okay maybe that last post was a bit harsh ,i don’t need anyone romantically. i haven’t seen anyone in over a month and it’s been weird, but i’m trying to keep it this way.
January 10// 5:40
it’s almost my birthday and i’ll be 18 ,still feel no different, still empty, but i’m sort of used to it by now
i don’t need anyone but myself.
i can’t wait to be done with highschool. i’ve been pondering a lot and i think i’m moving to seattle in two years. i’m going to delta first and that’s such a long time frame, i know, but i think it would be wonderful to live over 2,000 miles from michigan. it’s such a nice image. processing thoughts and memory from childhood to right now tells me i need to leave everything behind. i don’t want to remember anymore. i’ve made myself and people i know and love a mess. i’m plateauing on chaos and i want to leave. even if i have to leave my friends and family behind. i used to live in seattle way back in days i couldn’t remember, but i what i do know is that me and my family were happy. i really want to do this. the apples are fresh, rainy days and microsoft! i hope i can say that in two years
January 1, 2010// 6:36
lost sense of time and space lately. it’s been a good break and a shitty year but it’s the end of that and i really don’t want to look back on it. i probably will though
i’m out of words
